Benedict, The Last Pope?

As the last shoe begins to drop and more of the secrets revealed, will Benedict be the last Pope? An old prophecy mentioned that there will be one last Pope.  Will it be Pope Benedict? Was this an element left out of the genuine 3rd secret of Fatima? Genuine 3rd secret?  Robert D. Kullman, Forensic Analyst of Speckin Forensic  came forward and affirmed that the 3rdFatima secret was a forged version. What?


And, as the new’s continues to unfold, there’s more tumbling out. There are allegations of a Rev. Marcial Maciel of Legionaries/ Mexico, fathered children and violated them as well.  One of his son’s now coming forward and wanting millions in damages from the Catholic Church. Where are the past seminarians he also purportedly abused?  Isn’t it time their voices be heard?

Will this be what they call the greatest tribulation to come for the Catholic Church? It’s been said in prophecy, Cardinals will appose Cardinals and Bishops will be against Bishops? Is this what they are speaking about?

Fred Burks of Peers.org e-mailed a documentary about a man named Larry King of Nebraska, who was involved with The Boys Town non profit run by the Catholic Church. I don’t even want to repeat the small segment I witnessed. I needed to turn it off and say a prayer for all involved!  The documentary was not allowed to be shown to the public. This abuse was also very well known  by those who had full authority to stop it. Truly, it’s more unreal than anything I’ve heard so far— and– for many, many, many years under the watch of the Catholic Church—- AND nothing was done by the Vatican to stop it? Tell me this isn’t true?

The bottom line to all of this, change needs to occur. Some of the old rules that have been in place for eons, espy the celibacy issue—it isn’t working! How many more lives will be turned up side down?

We are in the Chinese year of the medal tiger. It’s a year of old forms collapsing. We are witnessing this before our eyes…

While Benedict is under a microscope for the alleged 2001 church directive that he personally wrote as a Cardinal, to keep this abuse quiet, I’m sure millions would like to hear from the Pope, that he did not write or direct this order?  Then, his brother, Georg Ratzinger, (referencing the choirboy cases), we would like to hear that he didn’t turn a blind eye to the abuse of children under his watch? I’d like to believe this wasn’t true. And a few days ago, news coming out that the Pope (then a Cardinal) knew of the Wisconsin abuse that went on with scores of young, special needs boys. I’d also like to believe there’s something tucked away that states the Pope was proactive to help the very young and innocent before and then after the alleged mounds of letter written by clergy, pouring into the Vatican to investigate the issues. I’m sure there are Vatican notes under lock and key concerning many pending questions that have been not addressed. I would assume they would gladly release them.

To the thousands who trusted the clergy in sacred roles, I hope you can stand on higher ground to forgive those who had/have overstepped their boundaries or turned a blind eye and allowed the cruelty to continue. It seems there are greater reasons this occurred and it’s now unfolding before us.



Third Fatima Secret Update

I’ve been reading other blogs about the 3rd Fatima Secret update. I’m amazed that no one is writing about all the syncronistic signs that occurred up to a few years ago.  The relationship between all the dates which included the number 13 is truly astounding.

All of the blogs I encountered were focused on doubt that the 3rd Fatima secret wasn’t fully disclosed.  People guessed it could be hidden information,  mostly about the Catholic Church and the Pope.  This topic has been brought up for many years. I didn’t find anything remotely related to the relationship of events that occurred on a certain day or time.  Nothing about- why 3 secrets, 3 children and 3 days of darkness? Why the number 13 is so prevalent?  What would 3 days of darkness have to do with the Catholic Church and the Pope?  Is it the scandal now plaguing the Catholic Church?

Are we getting close to the timing of an event? Is it related to the 3rd Secret of Fatima?

Through the years, there have been many things that have happened and disregarded by those who were the very one’s in charge.  Rules were broken and the offenders protected.  Because hundreds of people eventually came forward with similar stories, after years of silence, the offenders had to finally face the offense.  We are in times that will not tolerate this behavior any longer. I’d like to believe that part of the 3rd Secret of Fatima foretells a message that will highlight any offense espy toward a child, will have tough consequences.

I’ve been feeling  we all should begin to focus more on prayer and meditation to help some of our worldly issues  come to a peaceful conclusion.

I’m very fascinated with humans and behaviors. also Those who say they believe in a supreme being many call God, yet they don’t walk their talk. As I witness the latest news about the Irish Catholic scandal and now the Australian Catholic community coming forward along with others,  it can be all related to what Our Lady shared with the three Shepard children?  I’m taken back that so many clergy have blinders on.     It seems they feel they’ll be treated differently than someone who has a less recognizable role in our world.  A soul is a soul.  We are here on this earth in a body for a very short time, our soul’s eternal. Everything we do and say is captured. The days are over for-do what I say not what I do. The Catholic Church has taken the lead regarding this behavior and will indirectly push those to stand up and speak their truth.

Which brings me to—I’m very interested in near death experiences. I’ve read and listened to countless  over the years tell their story. I feel my interest in this subject matter is because I almost drowned as a child. Every one of the experiences I’ve read or heard about is strikingly similar. I was fascinated with one story of a woman who had a near death experience and wanted to meet her idol , Elvis Presley. This woman had a room filled in her home with memorabilia of Elvis like many other fans in the world.  She lost herself in Elvis while she was on earth. When he appeared in his soul essence, in heaven, she lost the feeling of Elvis being special.  She couldn’t believe it.  It was at that point she realized she was an equal.  There are many stories like this out there.  The bottom line…..A soul is a soul. Many Catholics seem to not understand this.

We are here on this earth to find out who we truly are and why we are here. Everyone plays a role to help us in this process. Good or bad is relative. Those choosing roles in which they help humans evolve- most times have more challenges. My friend, for example, daughter was murdered by a man she eventually forgave. She not only forgave, she began working with him in the prison system. She shares her experiences and is teaching forgiveness on the deepest levels. He shares his experience and also teaching. Their stories are facilitating change. My hope that the latest Catholic scandal will facilitate change.  But there’s difference between these two individuals and others who are afraid to come to this place.  Some people chose to work through their lessons here on earth so they don’t have to come back to do the same lesson, again. How many are evolved enough to get to this level of living? Not many.

Thank you, Bishop Joseph Duffy!

Bishop Duffy, thank you taking the risk to step forward to speak out!  For the longest time the world has observed from a far~~~ the child abuse that has occurred for too long, under the watch of the Catholic Church. It was virtually shoved under the thick, expensive Vatican rug. It was also evident there were other matters that took precedence.  Life went on, children continued to be violated, priests were removed from one parish and then sent to another, hiding the violation until it happened again, and again and again and again, which didn’t make sense way back then. Now, since issue has lagged on, it makes perfect sense. All that transpired has only shown a clearly dated and dysfunctional process which has been also adopted by the masses to use in their own family and obviously hasn’t worked by the statistics shown, through the years, of what this sort of behavior ultimately does to a family and a church.

What sort of example were these named Priests and their mentors mirroring to the naïve and to the millions of followers? The named clergy continued the behavior while preaching about sin, while listening and advising during confession, while mentoring those who needed a counselor, while reciting mass and handing out Holy Communion.

Where in the Bible does it say child abuse was honored and accepted? What would Jesus do in this situation? I feel, most would say, not to subject any child to abuse. And most would probably say, get these men immediate help and remove them from an environment which triggers their dysfunction. Some would agree, to somehow come to a place of compassion and forgiveness. I believe, if this above scenario happened way back when the Vatican first heard of the abuse and took immediate action, many followers would of processed this in a different way. It’s so way out of hand at this point– with the latest news of one Priest refusing to step down from the post he took total advantage of.

Today, in the news, it stated the current Pope knew of this problem  way back when it began and issued a letter to all the clergy to keep this a secret. If one Googles this story, it will pop up. If this is true, it reminds me of my own family of how we needed to keep our families secret.  (as I stated above about how the masses used this behavior in their own family) To share it with anyone was to dishonor our family. It took me years to get over the violence targeted at our mother. It was disturbingly embedded in my being and more years to share it with others. I still have siblings who protect and defend the family system, which isn’t unusual as they are incorporating the old system into their own families.  Many church followers who are still in that dysfunctional mode.

Bishop Duffy, it takes great courage to speak out on behalf the innocent. I’m sure this has been a tough road to be the only publicly, honorable example.  Is the control so strong, most fear their positions will be taken away from them if they speak out? The bottom line, do what I say not what I do will not work any longer in any relationship.

What’s not surprising as the dysfunction so ingrained , what is most important to the Priest who refused to step down?  Plainly, it isn’t about the children he took advantage of. Obviously,  he isn’t in true service for the Lord.

Why haven’t the children been protected and defended?

Is this an indirect cry for help that celibacy doesn’t work, especially regarding men? It has been extensively written about that men are wired differently.

This has been a lengthily abusive issue—- why isn’t the Church NOW making the necessary changes?  Lets see how long it takes for the long awaited review and real change to occur.

Each named or unnamed clergy should step down off of their imagined pedestal. They’ve mistreated their respective appointments and hurt thousands, now adults. My hope, that the victims eventually use this significant life occurrence to be passionate advocates for change in a system that is still in denial and isn’t working.

Universal Studios Broken Promise To Patch Adams

What’s up with this, Universal Studios? A promise made long ago, now time to fulfill?

Many years ago, I watched a true story of Patch Adams life and his selfless mission. I had the opportunity to listen to an interview recently that inspired me to write this blog about Patch and his passionate and tireless undertaking. I couldn’t believe he is on the road over 300 days a year, traveling to various places in the world, entertaining those who are in dire need of hope, love, healing and comfort– many of them, children.

Patch has had this dream of opening up a hospital.   He is literally blessing us with a new hospital model. –The Gesundheit Institute.–It’s not like the typical hospital models currently out there. Patch envisions a hospital where 90% of the costs are eliminated. Yes, you heard correctly. Does it sound like a fantasy? On top of this delicious intention, he’s proposing free medical care and hospital stays to the patients. And get this–No one is turned away.

Patch’s model includes the use of allopathic, complimentary and holistic approach to heal the body, mind and spirit. The model is one of community, an eco village and one doctors are paid as much as the cleaning people. It’s getting better, isn’t it? This is a non profit hospital model. Patch stated in the interview that there are a few thousand doctors and nurses who apply to Gesundheit Institute per year to be a part of this new health care system. This has been the first time I’ve been encouraged about healthcare. I believe it will become a reality! But it will take many voices to get this out there!

Patch mentioned for the first 12 years he lived in a 6 bed room, communal home with a staff of 20, including 3 doctors and their families, who cared for 500-1,000 people a month. 5 to 50 patients stayed over night. I was in awe by the fact that he interviewed his patients extensively. He took 3-4 intense hours to really get to know them. He visited their home and to also know their families. Wasn’t this how it use to be way back when?

A while back, Patch figured he needed to get out and become more visible. He began speaking and entertaining all over the world as he felt his dream wouldn’t be realized if he stayed in one place, assisting a small number of individuals. He mentioned our , society pays more attention to sports figures playing with their balls than realizing and doing something about 30,000 children who die of starvation in a year. There was a few chuckles but this is quite true! He’s now in to his 25th year of clown trips. The first journey was to Russia, visiting orphanages, prisons, nursing homes, etc. Now, he takes 40 people to Russia every year, from 3-88 years old and never screening anyone. Write him if you’re interested!

I was a bit taken back when I heard Universal Studios promised Patch Adams a donation to build the first hospital through the funds made from the film of his life. This never occurred. How many millions upon millions have they made from the Patch Adams film? A broken promise that needs a collective voice to help get this issue resolved! Robin Williams, where are you? Could you help with this dilemma?

Patchs passion and commitment to the well being of humanity will pay off. All that he is involved in– truly remarkable! –From orphanages, to stopping children’s sex slavery in the Amazon, to speaking engagements and clown performing all over the world and much more. He mentioned he doesn’t need much sleep!

Judy Joy Jones, the host of the show, named Patch a nondenominational Saint of our times. He truly is a giver for the greater good of human kind.

I have an idea—Lets start a $1.00 fund to help Patch and his mission. I’m asking Americans to send Gesundheit Institute $1.00 (or more) so we can have our own health model. Those millions without insurance please step forward and gift $1.00. Calling those struggling to pay their increasing health care bills and those with mounting medical bills, please reach in your pocket for a 1.00. Let’s reach 10 million in donations! Please pass this forward and donate. Collectively, we must begin to get involved if we want change to occur.                                     patchadams.org